what a boring day!no mood to work hard!in the afternoon got good new from my friend,maybe can go to interview after CNY......one week five days work,rest every PH,but wiltol be more tired because have to traller outstation always!but i know that i can do it,yes!i dont know actually happened to the old man!never argued this two week!i dont know what is his problem and also dont want to know!after all many many many things happened since 1994,i just keep forgive,forgive and forgive to what did he done!till now also still because of my children i make a choice-keep silence,not talk too much.take care my children untill they can care for their own!i always asked to my own,did i done wrong?he just to fight for what he think is RIGHT!wont care about others!never listen to someone advice!i'm the one that always must facing to every that came to looking for him.does anyone can care about me?i dont think so! may god bless me!