year end sales make me sooooo busy till long time update blog.feeling bad!the more u does the much u got scold!i just keep on my responsible to finish what should do!communication between each others is very hard to make others understand what really happening!no need to explaint if i did nothing wrong!but at lease got supporting from my team member!jan'11 target ad hit,hahaha........next month commision will be more,hihihi....30th jan 11 sales toooooo good!25k we make it!!!!!!but me still having bad mood,if can i don't want to facing somebody.i hate others keep counselling in front of me......BENCI!

just now my sweetie joey told me that her friend know her mum had a blog.she said "my mum is so hao lien".actually my write somethings that i cant and i dont know how to share with my friend!when i feel upset,i want to voice out by write on my blog.is like my dairy.after i throw away my tension in the blog,i feel better.another daughter be marry soon.dont know how to explaint my feelling.just like so worry because she is too young to be a mother.i want my children do enjoy their life,be happy always.i'm scared they're going to be like their mum,hold life kmayeep worry ,worry and worry!may god always be blessing my children.thanks god!

no word to explain what already happenedwithin this few day!i know i have to control my EQ,never and ever so easy to be angry.must remain an good attitude to do my own responsibility.to do what must do!to keep my mouth SHUT UP.but actually i need someone can help me and told me what the way i can released all my GERAM out of my heart!dont know how long can i stay on this situation?dont want just keep tension over and over and always too over make me down!my arm feel more pain today.if one my body JAM because this painful,i rather die dont want make trouble to others!

16th jan 2011 is a very BAD BAD BAD day!what kind of stupid job that i'm doing?will be crazy soon if i still keep working in this area!what kind of those 'TALK MANAGEMENT' between operation team?yes i know,T.M. is always by talk talk and talk the hold day long to get high salary.people that work using their both hand work how hard also NO USE!i hate,i hate,i hate and i hate very much to myself!bodoh bodoh bodoh and bodoh till i die,,,,,,,,,,

if
1-A 2-B 3-C 4-D 5-E 6-F 7-G 8-H 9-I 10-J 11-K 12-L 13-M 14-N 15-O 16-P 17-Q 18-R 19-S 20-T 21-U 22-V 23-W 24-X 25-Y 26-Z
HARD WORK
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%
KNOWLEDGE
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%
LOVE
L+O+V+E
12+15+22+5=54%
LUCK
L+U+C+K
12+21+3+11=47%
LEADERSHIP
L+E+A+D+E+R+S+H+I+P
12+5+1+4+5+18+119+9+16=89%
ATTITUDE
A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%

REMAIN AN GOOD ATTITUDE,YOUR LIFE WILL BE SUCCESS!

what a boring day!no mood to work hard!in the afternoon got good new from my friend,maybe can go to interview after CNY......one week five days work,rest every PH,but wiltol be more tired because have to traller outstation always!but i know that i can do it,yes!i dont know actually happened to the old man!never argued this two week!i dont know what is his problem and also dont want to know!after all many many many things happened since 1994,i just keep forgive,forgive and forgive to what did he done!till now also still because of my children i make a choice-keep silence,not talk too much.take care my children untill they can care for their own!i always asked to my own,did i done wrong?he just to fight for what he think is RIGHT!wont care about others!never listen to someone advice!i'm the one that always must facing to every that came to looking for him.does anyone can care about me?i dont think so! may god bless me!

start from last year dec'2010 just only keep busy busy bust till now not yet finish!unluckly today got lots of problem cant settled.this afternoon company FA came to visit.at the same moment,me and another two staffs busy for separatting DO and docket at the cashier counter.suddenlly a lady came close to and asking who's the PIC?i ready to SERVED her.firstly she start to check at the cashier float and sales money.i showed her the voidding receipt and also reported to her the reason why i void bill.then i assist her to storeroom.she check the save and staff attendance,she asking the log book.i told what i brief this morning,and she went to asked a staff what i brief?around 30min FA after all checking she left.i call to informed zack what happened !who know FA already contact to marketing.i know that and i also understand i dont think that i can keep work at this company ant longer!start from last 2months i already make an decision will resign after chiness new year.its was so hard to make this final result.{bu sir de}all i work so hard to maintain a shop operation daily work with few support from other!

so geram to someone as a superior!how come they can always changed their R&R?actually what's they need?monday said 'A',tuesday said 'A+',wednesday 'Z'!!!!!if the company really NEED 18yrs teenager,just face to face!dont ever did the 'STUPID' thing.if they cant settled so many counter they handled,pls let those 'BUSY'counter close lo!dont ever because ONE BODOH outlet make others 'BO ENG'.......GO TO HELL!!!!!!

just back from cousin wedding dinner!feel upset n tired n tired!so hard for me facing all the cousin n relative.always no word n no topic to talk.like an {orang bodoh}with the so [ket]smilling,for my own also cannot go!tomolo's the last day of year end school holiday.all students will be back to school.n all the parents have to spend a lots for school opening!can i make it?school opening?chiness new year?may god bless me!