just back from cousin wedding dinner!feel upset n tired n tired!so hard for me facing all the cousin n relative.always no word n no topic to talk.like an {orang bodoh}with the so [ket]smilling,for my own also cannot go!tomolo's the last day of year end school holiday.all students will be back to school.n all the parents have to spend a lots for school opening!can i make it?school opening?chiness new year?may god bless me!