as long as celebrated CNY ,i feel this year was different from last few years!1st & 2nd days hold family meet &travel to visits cousin together.when time go by,my children all grown up and thinking more to care each others.do hope can keep this situation till i die!yesterday early i was scolded by someone.i was live this man almost 25years.unfortunately untill now i don't know what really he want and need from me?do him what is responsibility as a father and a husband?he always blend that was my fault make him so hard to live 'senang-senang!i've do think if i 'm not live in world do him feel better?if yes,i'll did as he wish!